Saturday, 10 January 2009

... bowling ..

haha.. i realized i have never mentioned much about this hobby that i had.. well, i started bowling only in 2007 when i get to know a bowling coach who happens to be my friend..

time passed, things happened.. from starting a bowling team as a hobby group to the present, i had also learnt a lot from this group of friends.. unfortunately, i left the team a while ago due to some personal reasons.. however, i still keep in touch with a few bowling kakis through this group and i'm still bowling with today..

sadly, i realized that i don't know what i want to achieve from this.. i mean, i'm still interested in bowling, but that enthusiasm is not as strong compared to when i started bowling.. we could bowled everyday!!

look at now.. i can easily stop for a week or two.. when i started my degree in august, i had not been bowling for about 3 months.. i hated myself for not being firm enough and continue when i should have..

in order to ‘convince’ myself, i tried very hard to maintain at least once a week routine so i won’t get ‘rusty’. however, it’s not working.. i hated myself.. not able to: get my basics right, pick up my spares and worse still: all my bad habits had returned..

anyway, just went bowling consecutively 2 days but i’m not happy with my results.. i could do an average of 120 on Friday, and yesterday, it’s back to 100.. haiz, i guess i got to start my regular bowling all over again..

2 comments:

Daniel Peh said...

all i wanna say is... don't give up! bowling may seem like a simple thing, but it's really not so... you really need to ask yourself how far you wanna bring this sport to in your life, and how much you wanna sacrifice for the sport of bowling. passion, enthusiasm, love and interest are critical elements that cannot be absent in anything you wanna achieve. strive hard, work hard, and of course play hard, and i'm sure you'll be able to make it. jiayou!!!

evelyn said...

thanks friend!!

dun worry, i'm not someone that gives up easily..

juz sometimes i can't get what i want.. haha..


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