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Sunday, 6 January 2013

... a whole new year ...

it's been 2.5 years since I last dropped by here ~ this place that I used to penned my previous thoughts..

many events occurred & I have also achieved some of my goals.. switched my job just before 2011arrived & last year I got my own nest.. quite a achievement right?

only 1 goal left to complete: finish my degree..

some friends are also concerned about my life partner issue.. well, I guess I still preferred to remain single.. haha!

that's all for now! I''ll try to drop by more.. oh ya, for a new start, I should have some 'to-do' list in 2013 rite? Here goes:

1. Complete my degree/or graduate dip before 45 years old
2. Lose some weight (hopefully!)
3. Pick up bowling again

Wednesday, 23 June 2010

... she's only 12yrs old! ...

this 12years old girl is speaking like an adult.. it's such awesome speech that she gave.. something which inspired the adults! http://www.ted. com/talks/ lang/chi_ hant/adora_ svitak.html 

Sunday, 14 February 2010

... CNY & Valentine's Day ...

according to the newspaper, it is very rare that Chinese New Year (CNY) and Valentine's Day falls on the same day..

since the 1900 till this year, there were only 4 times which these 2 festival met each other!! they fall on 1915 / 1934 / 1953 and of course this year.. (being bo liao, i went through online to search for the years)

it's so amazing and rare isn't it??

however, this year my family didn't celebrate as my grandma passed away last year.. according to some chinese belief, when there's a funeral (白事), you can't celebrate the first CNY which comes after that.. it's an taboo i guess.. of course, 另可信其有不可信其無; better safe than sorry right??

anyway, i'm also having my exam on friday (aka 6th day of CNY), so i got to prepare for it too.. this year really damn no good.. still got to prepare for exam.. but on a good side, i took 3 days leave to have a week's holiday!!

NO CNY & NO Valentine's Day make me a bored woman.. HaHa!!

Saturday, 26 December 2009

... another ordinary day ...

today, reminds me of the song sang by phil collins "another day in paradise".. of course, i'm not in paradise yet.. it's another normal saturday..

ok, this post is going to be bored.. haha..

my family came back from vacation last night.. tell u man, didn't know my handsome little brother got so much things!!!!!!! there were 6 huge, big luggage plus 3 hand carry bags.. of course, 3 of the bags contained souvenirs.. also food stuffs.. (i saw maggi mee?!?!)

my sisters are busy unpacking now and i'm so bored doing nothing.. nowhere to go as no one date me.. can't sleep when it's raining at my place right now.. arrghhh!! suddenly i feel like i really have no life.. haha..

tonight, my little brother will then come back for good.. finally after 2 years.. time pass so fast!! even he had completed his degree already.. now i'm the only one left that is still studying..

heard my sis said he had slimmed down and now fitter liao.. wow!! wonder how he looked like now..

Monday, 21 December 2009

... copied piece ~ vote in the next election ...

got this interesting piece from my friend.. traced the source and it's actually written by a blogger.. i'm not revealing his nickname and title of this entry has also been changed to protect his identity.. he's quite a young chap though and i would have to say: "i agreed!".. read it!

P/S: As you finished reading, he had taken down the post from his blog.. so, risk my life, i shall fully 'copy & paste this in my blog instead.. don't be surprised that soon i may be asked to remove this entry too..

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That so many Singaporeans behave like sheep and recite the prescribed mantra all the time about our government (namely, that we owe it all tothem) really only reveals the plight of our people. Not only are Singaporeans amongst the lowest earners in the developed world in monetary terms, they are also almost definitely the poorest in the faculty to think for themselves, as a result of the education system.

Now that I am of age to vote, I am unable to vote for the PAP in the coming election because there is such an urgent need to send across astrong signal through their very thick skulls that there is a problemin the way it's running this country. I am not a member of the Opposition, and I do not want the Opposition to take over this country, but because there will always be too many sheep in Singapore anyway, we need every vote FOR the Opposition just to manage to produce a dent in the PAP's smugly expected results. There will always be the apathetic, the boot-lickers, the cowardly, and the ignorant to ensure they win eventually anyway.

The difference we can make, however, is how much it wins by. Perhaps if it loses a GRC or two (and the GRC is a PAP invention), they will shake off their slumber and start ruling Singapore as a Republic, that is, for the public, for the People (rather than for personal interests).

Remember how LKY said he will send in the army if there ever is a "freak election" and the PAP is voted out of Parliament? In every other country, when the people vote out the ruling party, it is called a mandate. It is only in Singapore that such a vote is called a "freak election". Also,whose Army is it anyway? Is it the Army of the people of Singapore - who have just voted out the PAP? Or is it the Army of the PAP?

I list here ten out of the many other reasons why I am unable to votefor the PAP:

1. I will not render unto Caesar what is not Caesar's

Given that Singapore's poor are amongst the Developed World's poorest, while living standards are amongst the highest in the world, it is not difficult to see why the Government's ridiculous salaries are distastefully inflated.

The President earns $3.9 million, the PM $3.8 million, the MM and SM$3.5 million each, all other ministers between $2 to $3.2 million and allministers of state between $1.5 to $1.8 million. These salaries do not include MP allowances, pensions and other sources of income such as Directorship, Chairmanship, Advisory, Consultancy, etc to government-linked and government-related organisations or foreign MNCs, etc. And why are they allowed to work for foreign corporations in the first place? Weren't their ridiculously-high salaries justified with the excuse that it'll be THIS excessive precisely so that they will focus on doing their ministerial jobs? Where is the check and balance in this government?

How much do you earn in a year?

In contrast, President Obama earns a more reasonable US$400,000, with US$50,000 expenses. Our most junior ministers are paid more than twice of what the most powerful man in the world gets! Hong Kong, with the same scarcity of resources as Singapore, half the developable land area, but with double the economic success, only pays its Chief Executive Donald Tsang HK$371,885 (US$47, 678). That is good enough to show that the PAP rhetoric about their pay cheques is plain rubbish (incidentally, "rubbish" is one of LKY's favourite words).

Adding to that, it had the cheek to raise its own salary right before a GST hike in 2003 and 2004. GST was raised again in 2007 to 7% from the original 3%. And of course, the PAP salaries have been rising accordingly as well.

It claims it needs to be paid similar to the private sector, but this is the public sector for a reason - you choose to work in the government to serve the country, not your pockets. Arguing that "talents" need this monetary incentive to join the government only goes to show what kind of people are being attracted - greedy, selfish, money-minded elites whosee the Civil Service as nothing but a more glamorous avenue to the big bucks since their main reason for serving is not for the good of the country, but for money.

I cannot vote for a government that decides its own ridiculous salaries DESPITE a very strong public opinion against it.

2. Incompetence

Despite paying astronomic salaries to these patron saints of Singapore, there is much to be desired from their performance. Surely, if we arepaying the highest government salaries in the world, it is not unreasonable to simply expect these people to do their job. The recent Bukit Timah Floodings, however, is a case in point showing why this expectation may be misplaced.

Environment Minister Yaacob Ibrahim said that the government knew the diversion canal was not big enough to take the rain waters. He claimed that because this sort of "freak events" occur only once every 50 years, there was nothing the government could do about it. The Bukit Timah Canal was constructed in 1972, almost 40 years ago - about time something that happens "once every 50 years" would occur. Additionally, meteorologists reported that 'this flood comes three years after one of Singapore's worst floodings in recent history, in December 2006'. 50 years indeed. But alas, our $2.8 million/year Minister was unable to foresee such a simple thing - even while knowing the canal was not big enough! Well, the PUB is planning to work on expanding it now - pretty late or early (depending on where in Singapore you live), since the next time we really need it will be 50 years from now, according to the Minister.

3. Double standards

It is a well-known fact that GIC and Temasek Holdings, Singapore's two sovereign wealth funds, are both headed by members of the Lee family. Both have reported a ridiculous loss of $41.6 Billion and $39.91 Billion respective and have yet to answer to the real stakeholders - Singaporeans - on how this could have happened. No one has taken responsibility or issued explanations or anything at all. In fact, the state media has been glaringly silent on the issue. Why aren't we Singaporeans hearing anything about our money?

"When we invest, we invest for the long-term", Lee Kuan Yew, who heads GIC, said when Temasek Holdings purchased Bank of America shares and then sold it off a few months later, losing between US$2.3 to US$4.6 billion just like that.

That is more than $80 Billion in total from the blood and sweat of Singaporeans, down the drain because of bad decisions made by individuals whose multi-million dollar pay cheques remain secure no matter how many mistakes they make. In contrast, the Resilience Package tapped into Singapore's official reserves to withdraw $4.9 billion, and that effort to help Singaporeans in genuine need required hours and hours of debate.

While we should rightfully acknowledge the good that the PAP has done for Singapore, it is often taken for granted that Singaporeans believe a blatant lie that the country's affluence is owed to the PAP and Lee Kuan Yew's efforts. No, it came from the efforts of all Singaporeans. Hong Kong did not have a strongman like Lee Kuan Yew to dictate their lives from toilet habits to whether they could hear their own dialect on TV, and yet they have achieved double of what we have - and their people are involved in the political process, not dead and apathetic like our population. There is absolutely no reason to believe that Singapore, with itsstrategic location and hardworking population, would not have reachedits present affluence under a less money-minded David Marshall or someoneelse.

Moreover, the oft-used justification for the lofty salaries of the government is that the private sector pays its leaders similar salaries. Well, in the private sector, there is such a thing as accountability. Where is Temasek Holdings' accountability? Where is GIC's accountability? Where was Wong Kan Seng's accountability when his Ministry slipped uptime and time again? Where is Yaacob Ibrahim's accountability? What exactlyhappens when a minister makes a mistake in Singapore? Where is the Fourth Estate to play its role as a watchdog?

4. Blatant lies

We are probably the only country in the world that has its MPs blatantly lie in Parliament and yet achieve high rankings on corruptibility. Anyone remember the mention of White Horses in Parliament? Practically every NSF knows that there is such a thing as White Horses, yet right there in Parliament, an affront to the ideals of democracy, transparency and integrity in this country, our leaders lied to its people. If it can do that once, it could have done it before, and it can do it again. What is the point of wearing white, trying to look pure, if you are a liar?

I cannot vote for such blatant liars to be my leaders - especially whenthey lie about such things NOT for the good of the country, but for their own interests, for the unfairly selective comfort of their own children at the very expense of the equality this country was founded upon.

The media in Singapore is entirely controlled via Singapore Press Holdings, headed by a former PAP minister, Dr Tony Tan. Masquerading as an independent paper, the Straits Times, while not necessarily fabricating facts on its own (at least I hope not), blatantly twists them. For example (extracted from here), the media was full of praise of Temasek CEO Ho Ching for earning a few million dollars on paper, but failed to highlight her disastrous investment decisions such as buying the shares of Barclays bank at a high and selling them at a low a few months later.

The Straits Times credited the Singapore Internal Security Department for providing the crucial "intelligence" which led to the capture of escaped terrorist Mas Selamat Kasteri by the Malaysian Special Branch. It turned out that the operation was part of a joint collaboration by the Malaysian, Singapore and Indonesian police and the Singapore ISD actually played only a minor role in the capture of Mas Selamat, but the Straits Times did not mention this to give the public the full picture, choosing rather to mislead Singaporeans into believing that ISD had indeed "redeemed"itself.

Without a free press in Singapore, Singaporeans are robbed of access toreal and accurate news that does not include propaganda and spins that mislead. They are robbed of a crucial check and balance in the form of the Fourth Estate that acts as a watchdog to ensure the government is doing its job. In the end, it is Singaporeans who stand to lose.

5. Operation Coldstore and the 1963 General Elections

The 1963 Singapore General Elections was the toughest and most criticalthe PAP ever faced. It had already suffered two by-election defeats and the number of seats it held was 26 - holding a majority by just one seat. On 2 February 1963, just a few months before the elections, Operation Coldstore was launched and more than a hundred people were arrested and detained without trial, including the Secretary-General and other keymembers of the Barisan Sosialis, the PAP's biggest threat.

Despite the heavy blow, which was an obvious attempt to undermine the Barisan Sosialis' success at the Elections, they won 33.2% of the popular vote and the PAP took 46.9%. What do you think the PAP would have gotten if it hadn't carried out Operation Coldstore?

And why do Singaporeans not know about such an important aspect of their national history?

6. Lim Chin Siong

Lim Chin Siong was recruited into the PAP by Lee Kuan Yew in 1954, and his immense popularity amongst the Chinese won a large amount of support for the PAP. When Lim Chin Siong was arrested by the British in 1955 foranti-colonial activities, the PAP promised the electorate to release him if they were elected, in order to gain votes.

At the age of 22, Lim Chin Siong was elected into the LegislativeAssembly, and he was so popular among the people that Lee Kuan Yew wasprompted to promise that he would be 'our future Prime Minister' (guesswho became PM instead?).

However, he soon grew disillusioned with the PAP and left to form the Barisan Sosialis in 1961. Under the pretext of being a communist, he was detained without trial under Operation Coldstore for SIX YEARS until hewas forced to renounce politics and went into exile in 1969. Up til ltoday, there is no evidence at all that he was ever a communist. It wassimply used it as an excuse to eliminate him from the precarious 1963 General Elections. Imagine being removed from your family, being lockedup for 6 years, NEVER given a trial, and then thrown out of the country, all because you are popular and the government fears you?

Lee Kuan Yew himself said of him "I liked and respected him for his simple lifestyle and his selflessness. He did not seek financial gain or political glory. He was totally committed to the advancement of his cause". This was the kind of men who sincerely fought with their lives for the good of the country. And they were persecuted and crushed by the PAP in order to snatch power. Contrast the lives of such men with the kind of PAP MPs we have today.

[13th Dec '09 - Edit: Click here to read about Operation Spectrum, launched in 1987 under that terrible ISA again. Over 20 people were detained without trial under the accusation of a Marxist conspiracy. After being released a few months later, they repudiated their earlier confessions, alleged ill-treatment by ISD officers while in detention, and were arrested the very next day (how come this sort of efficiency islacking with real threats like Mas Selamat?). Ten days later, the government announced that a proposed commission of inquiry into the allegations made by the detainees was no longer necessary as the signatories have since recanted their statement while in detention. Hmm, I wonder why.

Excerpt from their statement:"...we were subjected to harsh and intensive interrogation, deprived of sleep and rest, some of us for as long as 70 hours insides freezing cold rooms. All of us were stripped of our personal clothing, including spectacles, footwear and underwear and made to change into prisoners' uniforms.

Most of us were made to stand continually during interrogation, some of us for over 20 hours and under the full blast of air-conditioning turned to a very low temperature.

Under these conditions, one of us was repeatedly doused with cold water during interrogation.

Most of us were hit hard in the face, some of us for not less than 50 times, while others were assaulted on other parts of the body, during the first three days of interrogation.

We were threatened with more physical abuse during interrogation.

We were threatened with arrests, assault and battery of our spouses, loved ones and friends. We were threatened with INDEFINITE detention without trial. Chia Thye Poh, who is still in detention after twenty years, was cited as an example. We were told that no one could help us unless we "cooperated" with the ISD.

These threats were constantly on our minds during the time we wrote our respective "statements" in detention.

We were actively discouraged from engaging legal counsel and advised to discharge our lawyers and against taking legal action (including making representations to the ISA Advisory Board) so as not to jeopardise our chances of release.

We were compelled to appear on television and warned that our release would depend on our performances on tv. We were coerced to make statements such as "I am Marxist-inclined..."; "My ideal society is a classless society..." ; " so-and-so is my mentor..."; "I was made use of by so-and-so..." in order to incriminate ourselves and other detainees."

This is another reason why I will not be able to vote for the PAP. I cannot bring myself to support such a brutal and callous government which treats its people as such. And I cannot support its continued use of the ISA in Singapore, in spite of its usefulness in handling terrorists (who is the real terrorist here?), because time and again, history has shown that it is innocent Singaporeans who will suffer most from such a law that allows the government to conveniently eliminate all threats to itself - not the nation - without trial, without evidence, without accountability of any kind.]

7. Singaporean students need to learn a fair and accurate history inschool

The fact that practically no young Singaporean knows about important people like Lim Chin Siong, or even David Marshall, our first Chief Minister, is testament to the spectacular failure of our education system. All they ever learn about our country's history is LKY and Raffles, LKY and Raffles, LKY and Raffles, and maybe a bit about the War. No wonder our students find history boring. No wonder our students do not feel attached to this country because their knowledge of its history is so shallow.

Why has MOE removed the important bits of Singapore's history from school books? The bits about Operation Coldstore (and the realities behind it), the historic Anson by-election, the real founder of the PAP (who,by the way, is not surnamed Lee), our ex-President Devan Nair, Ong Teng Cheong's request - which was never granted to the day he died - to be given a list of Singapore's reserves (because as President he needed toknow what he is protecting, since the President's role is to be Protector of the Reserves - and did you know that the President's role is that, by the way?), etc. Why are Singaporeans being robbed of their history and then accused of being apathetic?

8. Traumatic MP-experiences and MPs who fear death by The Chair

The kind of PAP MPs that Singapore is ruled by today is a worthy cause for Trauma.

In short, a married couple went to see their MP because their eldest son recently passed away from a naval accident while serving NS. Theyexplained that their younger son will be serving his NS soon and requested for an exemption because of what had just happened. They said that it's been a traumatic time for them. And the MP replied "What traumatic? After two months, you won't be traumatic".

As if insensitive MPs are not enough, the PAP is fielding hyper-sensitive wimps behind the shadows with their GRC Trick.

The GRC, by the way, was invented by the PAP. The fact that it engages in gerrymandering (drawing up election borders in its favour) goes to show the extent it is willing to go just to stay in power. The GRC is also unfair because constituents are forced to vote into Parliament men and women they do not really want to have. This whole system, however, was implemented without asking Singaporeans, of course. The PAP decided it wanted to have the GRCs, and it passed the law to have the GRCs. No say from the people at all. Is this democracy? Is gerrymandering for the good of the people?

With such people ruling the country, it is honestly difficult to believe we are in good hands. Contrasted against the lives of men such as Lim Chin Siong, it is hard to rule out the severe suspicion that the MPs we have today are joining the Government for personal interest, not the nation's.

9. Money. Of course it's all about money

Singapore claims it pays its ministers astronomical salaries because "talents" need to be attracted from the private sector - this is simply saying that our ministers serve the country just for money.

Also, their pay is pegged to GDP growth - which is why it is no wonder that everything in this country seems to be focused on the economy. The government is so caught up in money-making because its salaries are pegged to it! Moreover, if Singaporeans are attuned to the mentality that money is all there is to life (and many, many Singaporeans are), then theywill be less bothered about the other compromises to their civil rights, andless likely to be concerned about what their government is really doing, so long as the money keeps flowing in. What a cheap people we have become.

10. What Singapore needs is change

Lastly, by voting for a significant change to the status quo, Singaporean youths will become less apathetic, seeing that, for the first time intheir lives, CHANGE is really possible in this country, and that they can make a difference in deciding for the future of Singapore.

The PAP will also be less complacent if it meets with a stunning defeat. Its cold Point 8-type ministers will also learn that it is Singaporeans they are supposed to be serving, not themselves. They will learn to treasure their constituents, to sincerely listen their opinions and to truly help them - all these are SUPPOSED to be their job in the first place.

People will also start to dare to join the Opposition. The only reasonwhy I do not wish for the Opposition to take over the government is because it is incompetent, and it is incompetent because talented men and women who are concerned about the aforementioned issues, do not have the courage or faith in the system to step forward and join the Opposition (hell no, not with a law like the ISA in place). But if the PAP faces a defeat that is significant enough, trust in the democratic system of Singapore will finally be restored and the politics of Singapore can be revived to more than just dead rhetoric.

Of course we are grateful for the many, many good things the PAP has done for Singapore. It has been an excellent government in many ways (especially economically - I wonder why). However, it has also been found lacking in many aspects. Politics is not a charity, as they would themselves say with regard to the Opposition, and we cannot vote for agovernment simply because it used to serve the people well. If it has lost its focus, then support for the Opposition is the only way to make them regain this focus.

My vote counts. So will yours. Vote wisely.

[Original Author's Addendum: 15th Dec '09 - Government salaries quoted here were mostly sourced from various websites on the internet, some of which may look dubious, but they are the best I can find because the Government does not seem to display Ministerial Salaries anywhere to be easily found - I wonder why. I will happily correct the numbers, or any other mistakes in this post, if the right digits and facts are pointed out to me. Still, I have confidence that the real salaries cannot be that far off.

This note was written the day after I finished my exams, just to kill time, and was meant to be shared amongst my friends simply as a private opinion. I certainly did not expect the stir it has caused on the internet since (the flood of opinions it has released does give a glimpse of the sentiments of the people of this country, though). As such, the quality of this note may be found wanting in certain aspects, to certain people, for certain reasons. This is not a pamphlet, nor a call to a political war, much less a revolution (come on...). My intentions were not to defameany one or to attack anyone's character, but to bring to light what is dark, simply because people have the right to know what their employees are doing at work - the Government is employed by the people to work for the people not the other way around - and then decide if they will continue to use their service.

Like I have mentioned in a comment on this Facebook note, we OUGHT to be appreciative of whatever we have, and that includes the incumbent government and the good it has done. But being appreciative does not equate to complacence and dumb acceptance of everything. We speak out because we want the problems solved. And the solutions are simple and obvious: cut the ridiculous salaries of these people, pick genuinelycivic-minded citizens to run the country, LISTEN to what the peoplehave to say, give us a free press with unregulated content, become accountable, be transparent, stop lying to the country, teach a fair and accurate history in schools, ensure Singaporeans that the ISA will not be misused AGAIN, punish errant ministers/MPs, stop gerrymandering because that makes people lose faith in the electoral process, etc. That's what Singaporeans want from their government. We have spoken up and we have written in; there is only so much we can do. But how much has actually changed? How receptive is the government to its people? There is hardly anything else Singaporeans are able to do (we can't even demonstrate) to send the message across (like I said, through their very thick skulls) but to let their sentiments be heard through their vote.]

Friday, 11 December 2009

... 11dec ...

wonder does anyone remember how you got your driving licence? how many times? haha.. i got mine when i'm 24 years old.. to some, maybe it's a bit late as they might get it at 18 already.. like my little brother..

i still remembered when i was learning driving the price is $22 for weekday per hour and $24 for weekend per hour.. wonder what is the current price for private learning.. haha.. must be $30 over??

after 4 tries, i finally got my driving licence.. man i told you; i will never forget how i 'argued' with the tester over my over-taking near teck whye.. thought i will failed again but he gave me a "P"!! so damn delighted! nearly kissed the tester.. haha..

anyway, that happened 11 years ago.. time passed so fast hor?

oh it's also my brother's birthday today! wish him a happy brithday!! :P

Friday, 9 October 2009

... no more assignments ~ for time being ...

haiyo, thought i could do my editing in the office.. but didn't managed to do it until almost 4pm.. in the end, managed to finish the final work at about 6.15pm..

however after i submitted my assignment, (which i'm late for 15mins and by right they could refused to accept further submission.. but luckily they allowed!) i really don't know what the hell i wrote.. a 10pages report of promoting electric cars in singapore..

well, just prayed hard i won't go out of point ba.. though i start to realized marketing is an interesting topic!!

so, i'm not stressed out only until a month later which are my exams already.. every time when it's near exam period, i would need to self motivate about moving on.. haiz.. :(

got to pull my socks high high liao as to get 2nd upper honours i need at least 60marks and above.. 談何容易??

Sunday, 27 September 2009

... my assignments ...

last 2 days i was troubled about my HRM assignment as the due date to submit is on 30 Sep; which is few days away! panic button pressed! after send my cousins home from the F1, i was back to my assignment.. only slept at 4am this morning as i had 'wasted' about 2hours on journey..

lost about 2 night's sleep to rush it out (which is within my projected time frame..) and... it's COMPLETED!! phew :D

just hope the upcoming marketing one won't need to rush again.. haha! it's due on 9 Oct and it's 12 days away?!

and the next few module's courseworks.. really shouldn't be doing last minute work as second year is crucial for my honours justification..

haha.. ok, i must self motivate myself already.. where is my evelyn's 'motivation theory'??

Friday, 4 September 2009

... what a day! ...

must marked today down in my blog.. it's the 16th day of the 7th month.. nothin special so far hor?

then how come almost everyone so BAD mood and/or moody har???

it all starts with myself.. haha.. was so moody with something in the office.. anyway, would not elborate much.. just feel that 好人難做啊!bottomline: don't paint the picture so nice and then you don't bother to take care of it.. not sure what happened to my FC (financial controller) too.. was damn moody during lunch.. he didn't wait for his lunch kakis and went lunch alone..

放工後,約好一起吃晚餐。結果,吵了一架就拉倒。只因為我沒通知你我會遲到;還說我沒時間觀念!講點道理好嗎?如果要埋怨的話,那就沒完沒了。幸好,一切很快就結束了;扯平了。

when i reached home and bought some food back for dinner, my brother also started his moodiness.. i merely make a casual remark that the re-heat meat would taste slightly better if it's hotter.. and he just showed his unhappy face n rebuked sayin he only had 3hrs of sleep last night till now! he's TIRED!!

follwed by my dad who shoot off and told my brother don't bring outside problem home and vent the anger on family..

aiyo, so drama right? haha! cool down everyone!!! :D

what a day! :P

Monday, 27 July 2009

... ERP rates increase again ...

news report from LTA http://app.lta.gov.sg/corp_press_content.asp?start=2162

LTA revealed that they have completed their current review and will revise the current rates of ERP at ECP fort road gantry..

gantry which i need to use it everyday to work.. from 3 aug onwards, rates from 0730 to 0800 will increase by 50 cents!! which from then onwards, i got to contribute $2 to ERP.. plus evening another $2, it will be $4 per day!!!! isn't it frustrating??!!???!!!

time for me to self review too.. if waking up an hour earlier to save $2 is worth it anot.. *ponders*

Saturday, 4 July 2009

.. stupid handbrake break down again ...

my family's vios has to be send to see doctor again.. same problem again.. this time it's my sister who couldn't release the handbrake.. so, she called me for help.. gave her the Marsiling service centre..

i must really put this down man! this is from my sister's narration..

as our car is still under warranty so we could send to any service centre for diagnosis.. as my sister's work place is in marsiling so naturally the nearest workshop would definitely be woodlands.. so she called the centre and after 2 tries a guy picks up the call..

him: "what problem does your car has?"

sis: "i cannot release the handbrake"

him: "oh, like that ah.. so you want me to do what huh?"

sis: "could you send a mechanic down to check the car, if the hand brake can release then i can drive already"

him: "oh, we don't provide this type of service.. and i'm having my lunch now.. so you want me to send the tow truck then? the tow truck no. is xxxxxxxx"

my sis is already boiling at this time already..

sis (still politely)"yes, i guess that is the only way out right?"

him: "oh, why don't you send to other workshop to check instead? coz' if you send here and we can't do then it's a waste of time right? and we might not have the parts here also.. so it's better to send to other workshop right?"

hello, you didn't even check the car how you know it couldn't be repair at your side?!?!

he just refused to take the car and keep pestering my sis to send to other place.. she is so pissed off with him.. in the end, we get it towed to Leng Kee instead.. and the service is so much better!!

when the tow truck driver arrives he also asked my sis why not tow to woodlands as he just come from there and there was no car at all! my sis said it's not she don't want but it's the service guy that doesn't want to accept... subsequently, 2 or 3 people asked her the same thing!! including the Leng Kee service lady that called and verify details with her..

when i heard it just now, i'm so unhappy!! being a service guy yet this is the type of service we get.. no wonder she was so impatient when she called me..

this guy better wake up his idea.. he's lucky my sis didn't got his name.. else i'm sure to lodge a report about it..

Monday, 15 June 2009

... 放下 ...

每次看完一部偶像劇就會有很深的感觸。

昨晚我把《敗犬女王》‘趕’完了。當然,也哭紅了雙眼。發覺我開始很容易受感動。動不動就能哭得稀里嘩啦。眼淚好像水龍頭喔!

當中,有一幕女主角去訪問神經科醫生。問了一個問題。 (忘記是什麽了)... 只記得那醫生説道∶ 放下其實只需要一分鐘,不是嗎?

讓我不禁領悟這道理。

何必一直在意莫件人事物而對此耿耿於懷呢?很多時候,我們都不懂得取捨;不曉得放下的樂趣。不管是愛情或事業,我們都對它們那麽的執著。因此,背負這沉重的枷鎖使到自己痛苦不堪。

何不學著放下讓自己好過一點?

Friday, 29 May 2009

... maths is really not my cup of tea ...

i thought i prepared well.. still i'm wrong.. slept about 2am this morning.. woke up about 8am to go school to do last minute revision..

when i got the question paper, i was so confident that i could do it as they look similar compared to last year paper..

then, the amazing thing happen.. i only managed to finish 2 questions out of 7 of it.. the rest?? either i forgot the formula or i totally forgot how to do it!! i couldn't even finished my section b at all when i only need to attempt 2 questions which consists of 50%!!

i was already cursing and swearing myself.. if i could do it aloud, everyone will be staring at me then.. haha.. anyway, it's a failure.. colleagues said i'm too tired, not enough of rest that's why..

anyway, i'm still glad i didn't kill myself in the exam hall and pulled it through.. best of all (hooray! 3 cheers for myself) i don't have to face maths and statistics again.. EVER!!

Saturday, 23 May 2009

... 早睡早起? ...

是我老了嗎?還是早睡早起是件好事?或者因爲日有所思;夜有所夢?但我沒做夢嘛。

昨晚十一點多就寢了,今早七點多就醒來。已經有幾次這樣的情況了。每次早睡就會早起。但沒像今天這麽誇張!死了咯!這樣下去我不是得晚睡才能晚起?

結果,又不能逼自己睡回籠只好起身。整個早上無所事事,真浪費!

Sunday, 3 May 2009

... nightmare ...

i had the weirdest dream ever last night.. should i even consider it a nightmare??

i dreamt i was in my room sleeping.. middle of the night i woke up but found myself totally 'mute'.. i tried talking, shouting but no voice was coming out from my mouth..

i remembered that, i was trying very hard to get my sis's attention as she's sleeping beside me (we're sharing room).. i used up all my strength to get it out but in vain..

i knew i needed desperately to ask my sis to pray for me (she's a christian).. only remember i was chatting the "阿弥陀佛" before this but not sure why..

then i suddenly woke up and so is my sis.. scary thing was, she actually heard me shouting and reckoned that was not my voice!! it's a voice that is a few pitch higher than my usual voice.. however, i assured her it's me.. and i was damn shocked.. not feeling scared nor frightened as i didn't had cold sweat at all.. which i should, i believed??

i needed to tell someone and called my xiaodi about it.. told me i think too much that's why..

my sis still prayed for me still.. and in order to find my inner peace back, i followed her to her church service then..

phew!! what a dream!!

Saturday, 21 March 2009

... biographies ...

do you love reading biographies of others?? be it famous or not? ok, there won't be any biography if the person is not famous, right?? haha.. :P

it's interesting to know that youtube do have it!! recommended by my 小朋友 a while ago.. what can i say? she do know me well!! i enjoyed it!!

the show is called A&E Biography. airing on America TV daily which feature TV stars, singers, scientists, etc. anything you want to read about. they even won the Emmy awards twice!

the particular section she introduced were...... have you guessed it correctly???

yup, it's about serial killers and psychopaths..

so far the 2 episodes i finished watching happened in USA.. (wondered if HK have any similar show?? hmm... ) both truly shocked me.. how could they killed dozens of people in that kind of frightening manner??

after watching the famous one, Ted Bundy.. youtube even had a video on how he was executed on the electric chair as he had killed more than 30 women, committing about 50 murders!!

i decided to call it a day.. the feeling of 'scared' rises from within.. maybe i'm old for these types of scary stuffs.. just not sure why i couldn't go on watching..

that's why decided to write this entry instead.. haha.. killed my 'scariness' away for the time being.. maybe tomorrow, i'll continue?? haha..

i will not link to this entry as it will be a bit 'gruesome' for some readers.. do a search on youtube if you are interested.. A&E biography is good enough, i guess?? :-)

Thursday, 19 March 2009

... 大家講華語 ...

finally our dear MM, mr. lee bought this up at this year 講華語運動 event.. (http://news.asiaone.com/News/AsiaOne%2BNews/Singapore/Story/A1Story20090318-129236.html)

能講華語的父母應該與他們的子女們多講華語。因爲,他們長大侯會有自然學習英語的環境。也盡量不要一個用英語、另一個用華語來溝通;以爲能訓練孩子有雙語文的能力。但錯了,孩子還是會對華語有排斥。或不能把華文掌握好。

許多朋友,包括同事都有同樣的問題。能言善道沒問題,但如果叫他們看或寫?問題就來了。我只有少數的朋友能在完全沒幫助的情況下把一篇簡單的文章看完。

而理由都一致∶ 華文很難。

真的有那麽難嗎?連我在這部落格用簡單的文字抒發我的情感,對他們來説是種閲讀的累贅。覺得太難了。可是,都是普通的文字啊!也應該與我用的是繁體字沒關係吧!

正如我們的MM 說∶ 多用、多看、多聼、多講就行了。

你們不是也用同樣的方法學習英文嗎?

Wednesday, 18 March 2009

... i'm back ...

i'm back to reality yesterday.. reached home about evening time.. came back with flu though.. ya, didn't take care of myself..

still felt a bit lethargic over the whole event that happened over the weekend..

no internet, no calls.. it's was kind of acceptable to me after all.. so next time, i could go further and longer from my 'break'.. haha..

went for my class at night.. and felt so uncomfortable as i'm having running nose.. haha..

Saturday, 14 March 2009

.. my grandma ...

received a call from home earlier..

my sis told me that our KL grandma passed away.. i was in shocked after i heard the news.. my mind was spinning with questions.. when i reached home later, found out that she died in her sleep.. it's a blessing when old people died in their sleep.. furthermore she's old already.. 80+ i guess?

ya, i knew it's an part and parcel of life.. at this moment; right here in singapore, i'm still fine.. i can't guarantee what will happen upon reaching at the scene later in KL..

i only knew it's a pity that she couldn't wait to attend any of her 3rd generation grand children's (which include me) weddings anymore.. suddenly my heart felt so painful for her..

had to cancel some appointments due to this sudden news.. sorry daniel!! i'll join you next time.. i can't go IT show too which my cousin, his friend and me actually wanted to purchase something..

lastly, thanks all my friends who had send me your condolences.. appreiate it!! i'll be fine and i'll be back on tuesday..

suddenly, i had no mood in doing anything.. :'(

Sunday, 15 February 2009

... 100 truths ...

i'm bored.. that's why i'm posting this.. haha!! (after some searching.. i hope this is the full complete one :D)

001. Real name → evelyn aka zhongyi

002. Nickname → sec 1 (lot more related)

003. Status → single

004. Zodiac sign → leo

005. Male or female → female

006. Elementary → fowlie primary

007. Middle School → broadrick secondary

008. High School → skip

009. Smart → can do

010. Hair color → Black + dyed faded brown

011. Long or short → medium

012. Loud or Quiet → loud

013. Sweats or Jeans → jeans

014. Phone or Camera → phone

015. Health freak → never man! though i try to.. haha..

016. Drink or Smoke? → drink ; don't smoke anymore

017. Do you have a crush on someone? → yah..

018. Eat or Drink → both ~ need these to survive right??

019. Piercings → yes

020. Tattoos → not now but future not sure

021. righty or lefty → righty

FIRSTS :-

022. first surgery → eh, tooth extraction??

023. first piercings → ear lor..

024. first best friend → froggy

025. first award → drawing (if i din remember wrongly)

026. first relationship → 14

27. first pet → tortise

028. first vacation → KL

029. first teacher → wah, test my memory.. dun remember name but i think it's a female.. haha..

030. first crush → 13

THIS OR THAT :-

031. orange or apple juice → whichever is available

032. rock or rap → rock

033. country or screamo → none i prefer qn 032. more.. :P

034. nsync or backsteet boys → backstreet boys (still got their CD somewhere)

035. britney spears or christina aguliera → used to be britney but now christina.. :D

036. night or day → night, cooler mah!!

037. sun or moon → moon lah.. who can see the sun???

038. tv or internet → whichever is available first..

039. playstation or xbox → outdated.. it's Wii now.. haha..

040. kiss or hug → hug as it will lead to kiss.. ;-)

041. iguana or turtle → turtle (long live!!)

042. spider or bee → bee (as it's a nickname of someone)

043. fall or spring → fall

044. Limewire or iTunes → iTunes (don't know what is limewire)

045. chocolate or vanilla → chocolate definately!

046. soccer or baseball → soccer

047. love or money → love ~ with love you get money but not the other way round..

CURRENTLY :-

048. eating → nothing

049. thinking → it's 4am soon!!

050. drinking → green tea

051. im about to → zzZZzz

052. hating someone → what for??

053. singing → 説好的幸福呢

054. typing → this qn onward lor..

FUTURE :-

055. want kids → dun think so.. too old le.. 

056. when → not relevant..

057. want to get married → maybe someday..

058. when → if i find the right one..

059. where do you want to live → west

060. how many kids → 1 if it's a boy.. max 2..

061. any name on the mind → girl ~ rui-chel (or rachel), boy ruskel (haha!) no lah.. can't think of any for boy.. hee..

062. what did you want to be when you were little → lawyer (ambitious aren't i)

063. what do you think you'll really be doing → 打工仔

064. mellow future or wild → hope to be wild..

065. college degree or not → pursuing at the moment

066. something you would never try → bungee jump

067. when do you wanna die → 65.. don't want to see myself getting old..

WHICH IS BETTER WITH OPPOSITE SEX?

068. lips or eyes → eyes

069. hugging or kissing → kissing..

070. shorter or taller → taller

071. tan skinned or light → tanned!! muz b darker than me.. haha..

072. romantic or spontaneous → spontaneous

073. dark or light hair → no preference

074. muscular or normal → normal.. i hate musular..

075. hook-up or relationship → relationship..

076. similar to you or different → different ba..

HAVE YOU EVER :-

077. gotten arrested → ya, never belted up.. haha..

078. kissed a stranger → yes..

079. drank bubbles → water that has bubbles counted?

080. broken a bone → no lah..

081. climbed up a tree → always when i'm young..

082. broken someones heart → who never?

083. turned someone down → few times..

084. had your heart broken → mostly

085. liked a a guy/girl friend as more then a friend? → yes..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN :-

086. yourself → ah bor then??

087. miracles → ya, happen a few times..

088. love at first sight → no..

089. santa claus → no, after i grow up.. unless someone willing to drop present at my bedside..

090. kiss on first date → yes.. though i try not to.. haha..

091. angels → someday.. if 'city of angels' kind of place exists..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :-

092. is there someone you want to be with right now → hmm.. yes ba..

093. like someone → nod nod..

LASTS :-

094. thing you ate → rojak & hokkien mee

095. text message → ask my friend to come down..

096. received call → mr. wong

097. call made → wif classmate

098. facebook wall comment → happy birthday!

099. missed call → classmate also

100. last person you hung out with? → karen


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